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Saturday, February 24, 2007
nvm la, i still cant upload the boy side class pic, give up
anyway... comments about my class, the people are very straightforward, forthcoming ar....
sensitive questions like who you think is chioiest in this class also can answer...
surprise surprise, some guys i thought are very shy de answered so steadily and direct...haiz....
in the end, the statistic are more or less expected la
i want to know for the other side the answers
and its not just the boys ar... during the Cl lessons we talked la, then actually some are also un-shy de... haiz.... such audacity to ask such questions.... haiz....
the class is nice, kind of sad for the fact that 4 people are going and we might split up after jae...
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[[.flamefrost.]]|5:18 AM|
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Friday, February 23, 2007
haiz.. anyway, today my class the team for physics challenge flunk it, damn bad luck la, the very instance the car wheels drop out, worst performances of all
haiz i cant upload the picutre for some reasons, o nvm, i try anothet time
[[.flamefrost.]]|2:02 AM|
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

yoyo, this is my class in aj for pae, i took the picture hehe, anyway like what my classmate told me, its really true that the girls have the more-or-less exact same poses for the pictures as compared to the one taken in chinese lessons... haiz... no variety... i put the guys picture later lo lo
[[.flamefrost.]]|1:29 AM|
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
haiz...found my prelims result certificate finally....its right in front of me the whole time, i stared at it for like 9 times yet didnt realized....
never search for things when you arent fully awake....
went to secondary school for principal signature...lo lo, was scared but luckily i know the librarian well and she reminded me that my co-form had became the vice-principal lolo, good to know people in constant places and high places
phew, managed to get the signature, hehe
then went home to get some stuff i forgot and went to give the form at aj
haiz...shouldnt take the ride home on my dad's car, got drawbacks...had to wait at the office for 2hours....
[[.flamefrost.]]|1:04 AM|
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Monday, February 12, 2007
coz the sun still shines in the summer time
i'll be yours if you be mine
i tried to change but i change my mind
think i had another glass of mexican wine(underage lo)
AAAAAAA
[[.flamefrost.]]|6:56 AM|
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
haiz...the seemingly more reliable, less biased Primary school friends believe i should go RJ most of them, perhaps, i should go lo!
argh...feel so bad to leave my friends and classmates for 3 months but tian wu bu san zhi yan xi, time to leave...shortest time class i ever had....
harden my heart, train my head
head says r, heart says a
miss them i will, always told me that i can visit, but will i? i try...
do or do not, there is no try, thus, i will
often? ....hmm....yes, i must
[[.flamefrost.]]|9:09 PM|
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
argh....maybe i wont be staying at aj at all, maybe r or a
i always walk alone, never follow, so if the past is a guide, i would go rj, anyway, its not that i got no friends there, in fact i want to be there because my Primary schoolmates are there...at least i used to...contradictory words? i may agree lo lo
both are near to my house leh....
[[.flamefrost.]]|12:55 AM|
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Friday, February 09, 2007
lolo, cant say i am not happy with my results, that would be too zhuai, so let just say i had an unrealistically high expectation lo lo
i feel happy, so lo more, lolo
okok, the hard part, i dont know if i want to stay in ajc or go rjc, i toughen my heart and promise never to go njc while hc is too hiong lolo
rjc is expensive but i have friends there, isnt there where i aimed for? why do i feel like giving up my prize?
i did what i wanted, i proved that i arent a weakling to come to ajc, but whats next?
decisions decisions, these are the times i want to be persuaded or commanded, haha, nice try
ajc, i like the people there...some... but i not sure if i will like my new class after selecting subjects...pain, it would be like going to a new jc...like that no different going to rjc
but...choosing aj again would be like a second chance to me, second chance to say 'hi', to make new friends, to be the one i want to be, but that means starting nearly everything anew, can i handle that?
if i had toughen and decide clearer, i would not have this problem, why is it my results always lie near to the boundary of my number line?
i should have been more precise, less backdoor
isnt 7 the most magically powerful number? - tom marvolo riddle
[[.flamefrost.]]|1:52 AM|
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
change of ideals
maybe i need to think of my ideals again, change the blog setup lo
ok, maybe i should talk about my classmates, my school, my other stuff
ar...i kind of like this class, at least theres no one i dislike, maybe due to a change in attitude in my part, disliking is just so hard to handle
i dislike to talk about myself, but i dont mind people ask me personal questions as the right question is just so much harder to ask than giving the right answer
there are some classmates whom i know less than i should, but i arent those who reach out to others...
no, i dont want to rant to because ranting is something that i place certain significant to, only the right one can do... i certainly hope that is confusing enough, some thoughts are meant to be hidden for they can hurt but blogs are supposed to be reveal...lolo, contradict, relax, not hurt as in insults but rather the opposite
thats enough, putting thoughts into words is tough mental work for me
[[.flamefrost.]]|12:24 AM|
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
i tend to hate people around me
i hate some hypocritical idiots
i am blunt, and i dont mind you being blunt with me
no hypocrisy, i hate that
unfortunately, people are hypocritical
why cant they just say it, idiots
[[.flamefrost.]]|4:19 AM|
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