tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-263931412011-07-07T13:59:49.788-07:00flamefrostnoreply@blogger.comBlogger671100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-31950641270083926892010-05-03T03:09:00.000-07:002010-05-03T03:19:22.868-07:00Day 388 285days to go 3 May 2010, Monday<br />I am bored, start of ICT, busy experience with deferment, leave and stuff, trying to make things right is hard<br />Still need to make slides and manpower report again...sianz<br />and the website and newsletter that is stalled<br />and tio jiat for the photography...<br />had weird dreams during lunch, somehow the office give me weird dreams... i wonder why<br />maybe the overwhelming oppression ba..<br />tired want to take off soon<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-3195064127008392689?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-27555408998748958592010-04-18T22:08:00.000-07:002010-04-18T22:21:09.763-07:00Day 374 299 days to go 19 April 2010, Monday<br />woah, it has been almost 200 days since i last posted, 178 days to be exact, ops spec job is really quite okay, haha, except the fact that there are people who dont do much but yet is 8 to 5<br />7 to 7 is still okay, sometimes stressed about handling people and covering up stuff thats all...-.-<br />last week was quite hiong though, had to almost stay in the whole 7 days and only leave after 10pm...<br />have not claimed my taxi money yet...<br />haiz... still have quite a number of stuff to settle, and most are not pleasant nor easy...<br />the freaking website and newsletter have to be done along with my report and my bulletin, procastinating quite alot in my work, but not so much as procastinating in my driving lessons...<br />how long has it been? more than a year since i last took my lessons.<br />even though i can afford to learn but after 5 months here i still have not even tried, still waiting for the next week to refresh my provisional driving license... i setting to pass by July<br />also procastinating is my exercise regime which is forever stuck... shagged sia, after getting home, will run today after home... promised!<br />i think i am quite interested in knowing what i written here in the past, lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-2755540899874895859?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-52601990583762123822009-10-27T01:05:00.000-07:002009-10-27T01:10:03.367-07:00Day 196 477 days to go 27th October 2009 Tuesday<div>It has been good...nono... it has been great the past week. Other than a small mishap last Tuesday that we didnt know we can book out, its 8-5 all the while and a 4 days long weekend...</div><div>but its ending...</div><div>booking in at 6pm today, need to go off soon in 30mins time and working for at least 2 days</div><div>will be more hiong next week with short week + OJT...</div><div>then soon its the imbal 2 days work 1 day off for at least a month...-.-</div><div>quite bored at home though...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-5260199058376212382?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-13894670190217207712009-10-03T21:23:00.000-07:002009-10-03T21:28:11.708-07:00Day 173 500 days to go 4th October 2009 Sunday 7 more days to POC followed by 4 days extra OJT 29 days to end of OJT time:1226<div>booking in at 2000, 7 and half hour to go... only just came back around 0830... confinement wasnt that bad, just very sianz... i dont want be LPS for steelwall!!!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-1389467019021720771?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-44293768282682429712009-09-27T05:20:00.000-07:002009-09-27T05:33:15.706-07:00Day 166 507 days to go 27th September 2009 Sunday 22 days to POC 36 days to end of OJT 2027<div>booking in soon again, need repack the fieldpack items... sianz... to think this should have been our last week</div><div>just realized i missed the 6B outing last week... should have emailed me instead nia... haiz... chiong through these 3 weeks</div><div>dont know what we doing these extra 2 weeks nia, just a POI lesson, some IPPT and live shoot... or the rest is siren and turnouts... wtf</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-4429376828268242971?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-64417560909976448702009-09-21T01:07:00.000-07:002009-09-21T01:15:48.073-07:00Day 160 513 days to go 21st September 2009 Monday 28 days to POC<div>o ya, something been wrong with the cbox, didnt realise till now, the date is screwed up, no wonder i had some weird messages..diaoz...</div><div>eh you, you subscribed to my blog ar? i blog a bit also know nia</div><div>haiz... course extended, how sianz, when POC been so close you could smelt it, they moved it away... early book in on public holiday also, need load stores, need 7pm get there... only 4.10pm now i already need to prepare...</div><div>just went for the zulu platoon outing, only a couple people there, kept mostly silent... dont think they would care</div><div>mixed feelings about other courses, more hiong in some aspect, but certainly not as regimental, its quite impossible to fathom how getting scolded everyday do to you, its not like you weak mentally or anything, an analogy i would use is a light punch is nothing, but a chain of light punches combo is straining... right now sitting at home its felt like nothing, no muscle ache or anything left over to remind you of the strain but it felt horrible then</div><div>though it has toned down but still... the atmosphere remained... not to mention having to face the sarcastic person again, irritating...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-6441756090997644870?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-68586774338756060182009-09-18T07:47:00.000-07:002009-09-18T07:51:33.758-07:00Day 157 516 days to go 18th September 2009<div>Today is the book out day, next week starts UO and next next week is last and steelwall week!!!...</div><div>o wait, TIME EXTENTION: 2 weeks course extention for a 1-day coc and postponing of steelwall... wt...pawned... after adding ojt and rp course, its 12 weeks, doubled the initial estimation...nothing to say...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-6858677433875606018?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-49941667533354540372009-09-13T04:52:00.000-07:002009-09-13T05:03:56.490-07:00Day 152 521 days to go 13rd Semptember 2009<div>Today is book in day, the hated day, right now time is 1955, leaving at around 2030</div><div>already wearing the greens, and prepared almost everything, hope that i do not miss out on anything</div><div>well, cant believe that i actually survived for 3 weeks now, starting on the 4th week, also the last week of lecture</div><div>it is such a morale downer that all our major events are scheduled at the end of course, especially exercise steelwall, the most dreaded is at the last week, well, at least the course is short...</div><div>looking forward to 19th October, more or less end of OJT, 36 days to go...</div><div>actually the course is fine, its the atmosphere thats generated that causes the dread, the strict regiment and the ridiculous scoldings</div><div>dreading another 5 days of scoldings and punishment, still hoping that things would change, at least for this last week of non-outfield</div><div>i wonders how strict regiment can combo with outfield...</div><div>o ya, its even worse that they always gives us false hopes like nights out, or shortened outfield from 3 days to 1 day, benefits that are impossible to achieve with their absurd standards...</div><div>i still harbour hopes to achieve them though...but that requires teamwork of exceedingly high standards...</div><div>i am a fool for harbouring hopes that will eventually fail...</div><div>hopes are hopes... i still like them though...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-4994166753335454037?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-19485700171097279672009-09-11T05:45:00.000-07:002009-09-11T05:53:08.418-07:00Day 150 523 days to go 11st September 2009 Friday 25 days to FDS-POP<div>cant believe that the last time i posted here is a day before enlistment, i been keeping in journal while inside, time to utilised this</div><div>evidently i booked out, eating some really small grapes now</div><div>this week, i found out how buddha felt with really big earlobes, FDS has crazy airforce mosquitoes that are able to attack through mosquito net and pack with enough poison to swell up my body with a single bite, fingers, earlobes, kneecaps etc had been swollen with single bites there, really bored now, hope to go out tomorrow, they better not PS me again</div><div>3 weeks into FDS course, life is horrible there compared to sislack, cant have a week without someone breaking down, but thats be price to pay for a relatively short course, but it arent as short as people said, they merely took out some elements but be returning back after the course</div><div>thats it for now, tired to say more</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-1948570017109727967?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-38833287721056290462009-04-13T19:00:00.000-07:002009-04-13T19:08:24.518-07:00It is time 1000 as i typed, i will be going off at 1220 to pasir ris to catch the bus leaving at 1315<div>That is it, the start of NS</div><div>This is my final last 2 hours as civilian and the end of the longest holiday break since i enrolled in primary school at age 6</div><div>kinda miss it a little, but i know it wont last</div><div>Its not so much that NS scares me, or rather it is what lies ahead of NS both scares and fascinates me</div><div>After NS, ROD around 14th Feb 2011, i have again 4+ months break, the last long break i would have, possibly till retirement...-.- o freak!</div><div>thats the scary part, uni fascinates me, but the scary component is stronger</div><div>now its time 1006, 6 of my last minutes as civilian is gone, 6 minutes closer to the end of the carefree days as a boy</div><div>6 minutes closer to becoming a man</div><div>the 2 years long rite of passage...</div><div>i want the best, since this rite of passage is inevitable, i want the most hiong, the most tough, to become the best i could be, i want enter the ocs!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-3883328772105629046?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-91396734807179033972009-04-09T04:26:00.000-07:002009-04-09T04:33:06.331-07:00yea, i hoping that i re start blogging le<div>what motivates me to start? NS</div><div>the coming-of-age thingy</div><div>673 days in NS, estimated to ROD on 14th Feb 2011 (absolutely nice date to be let out on)</div><div>so this shall be "army diaries" pretty cliche a name, but nevertheless extremely apt</div><div>so, this is day -5</div><div>5 days from enlistment, 678 days from expected ROD</div><div>its a start</div><div>i think i would change the template since its so hard to see.... probably.... maybe....</div><div>not now though</div><div>o ya, almost forgot</div><div>aspiration for NS and after-NS</div><div>i dont drink and dont like drinking</div><div>i want Napfa A for everything</div><div>25+ pull-ups</div><div>under 10 min 2.4km</div><div>able to do a full matlhtron?(sp.) the 42.195km thingy</div><div>would let my brain turn to mash, study a bit of bioengineering while inside</div><div>o yea, i am man, i shall do them</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-9139673480717903397?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-51732742868433978382007-12-21T20:11:00.000-08:002007-12-21T20:30:50.772-08:00my tag is wrong, i can sign in<br />donno why blogger blocked me just now...<br />now is the rush to complete hw before christmas, i am a good kid, i get presents hehe<br />3pm have some church event on suntec...<br />donno why i considered going... wasnt really that interested but i supposed its good to go for such events sometimes.... but my work havent been done yet<br />3hours pia econs.... nice try<br />guess i skipping it<br />by the way the eveangelist parading in my neighbourhood is also ruining the impression i had for such events... asss..<br />just read my previous posts, march 27? wahaha, nice try me<br />kinda early for new year resolution but i will forget it when time comes<br />and o ya, before i forget, Merry Christmas in 3 days<br />resolution: ..., donno if i want to write down, a bit dark but really not anything de, but a certain ong in reading and may get wrong impression<br />(i like starcraft 2 when it comes out hint*hint*)<br />NS is coming... i want to do something worthwhile before i enter<br />i want my nyaa gold..... meet president leh<br />my wounds get infected, develop yellow pus and some kind of bacteria skin which i tore off, doesnt hurt, but thats the prob, it SHOULD hurt (its stinging now)<br />wa bang, the child care centre really dirty<br />next year: exercise, i want my GOLD and i will get it<br />learn css and java, i want c++ also, donno if i want to commit to taking a course on that<br />with websites like facebook and the old neopets, putting game in web engine, i want do reverse, put web in game engine<br />imagine that instead of cheesy flash games you play in neopets or facebook, you get to play a real wc3 with proper graphics<br />a game engine that allows you surf the web<br />circumvents the limitations of java and css<br />and best of all, the game is not created by me<br />more like custom map-makers or wc3 and facebook application developers<br />web 2.0<br /><br />final note: i going to change the template, no, not because everyone who ever visit this complains that they cant see, i also cant see clearly what..., i like the feel and looks, words dont matter<br />i need to solve the scrolling problem and its getting old<br />using it as sandbox also anyway, i been using the swat:am wiki as mine<br />time to test out my css and java skills...later...<br />i need to first do my hw, then my residential, then my extra cca thingy then actually learn the <strike>bloody (i must be civil)</strike>css<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-5173274286843397838?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-8666391966414515082007-09-01T08:18:00.000-07:002007-09-01T08:49:39.917-07:00never good in coming up with titles...<br />anyway, same thing, saw someone else blogging, feel like doing so too...<br />is the same person btw...<br />copycat! copycat! kiss the rat!<br />speaking of cats and rats, there is plenty of cats around my neighbourhood yet there is as many rats around... slack cats slack cats and they are breeding...<br />i like kittens...dont like fat cats<br />o i remember now<br />i was trying to say why i dont blog often, no motivation to blog<br />i mean, why make a public blog when no one reads? if anyone reads, no one tag<br />i dont do diaries<br />its not gu ming diao yu, its rather... frankly speaking, what 'ming' can there be? but blog is in a public domain, its meant to be read...<br />assumption: there is someone reading at the first place... i hope there is...<br />i would like my frens to read and know some stuff so we can talk about them? seriously i often run out of stuff to talk about...<br />as for others, i dont know why anyone would read at the first place, but its alright, even though some is private, but i never explictly state anything<br />there really isnt anyone i dont want them to view, for enemies, its nice for them to know how i hate them<br /><em>feel like murdering them wahahaha</em> shalnt tink of evil....<br /><em>thou shall not kill</em><br />hey, who said that? i am agnostic i dont give a d...<br />sometimes people should take credit/blame for what they achieved, done<br />take charge, take responsibility, most of all, take credits, you would deserved it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-866639196641451508?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-33926585556874629422007-08-08T23:30:00.000-07:002007-08-09T00:11:23.206-07:00decided to as well blog here<br />for my NYAA also useful<br />start with today i woke up at 7 to excercise, wow!, i actually excercise....<br />but i gave up after 15 minutes... my excuse was i slept at 1.30 and thus too tired...<br />then i went back to sleep till 11.....<br />then i tried to do wr and hw but in the end i am here blogging...<br />next, yesterday, i got my new phone wahahaha<br />morning, i pon the AJ race, felt its boring, i prefer the community singing, the bane of everyone else.... anyway, i had a legit reason to do so, i have swollen toe, cant run... serious, trust me, xiang xin wo<br />then i tried to do hw but i ended up sleeping, excuse: late nights for a week rebuttal: in the end i still slept at 1.30....<br />afternoon i got the hp wahaha, W880i with a free 1gb m2 card<br />i tried lo, put in my songs, which took up half the memory<br />then i dl some themes and poekemon yellow, ahaha, doesnt lag<br />anyway got the maroon 5 album, i like the songs, less erm... provocative anyway, except makes me wonder<br />that reminds me, gonna change song le, i hate everyone damn old le<br />read my fren blog that night, i feel despressed, people excercised for 4 hours... where was i? sleeping.... damn guilty btw that blog cause me to feel like blogging now<br />tuesday, nth much to say except got plenty of hw to do<br />let me gossip my teacher, dont like her, half strict half lax de, the worse halves of both, a bit biased, and likes to make us do meaningless stuff, the trivial for the national day is trivial.... made us go research.... if she dont say that i might do so auto, nice to know more.... but since is compulsory, then like meaningless....<br />monday<br />saturday to sunday is eventful since is the day of carnival<br />friday night pai wr, till late niht lo, 2.30<br />feel bad sia, my pw mates so nice, stay till 5pm to conpile whereas i was sleeping....<br />retribution, later had stomachache coz i ate before sleeping but i was really really tired lo, see below for why<br />sat and sun is eventful and tiring, since is the day of nick's carnival<br />sat morning, woke up at 7, friday was piaing minutes for sleep late again<br />to go NTU for the boat competition<br />suxs, the organisers, donno what they doing, rules didnt set properly so many loopholes, totally uncoordainted group, had to be nice to teach them how, wtf<br />then ate at NTU, food there nice really nice anmd cheap also, but boon lay is far....<br />then went back home to pack for carnival, accidentally fell asleep for 2 hours<br />reached pasirris at 6 then slack off for like till 10<br />bully us sia, make us pay for the lousy food without letting us choose the food<br />they damn stressed out sia, one glared at me for asking question, another scold me for following the layout plan they gave us....<br />the last one ar... i dont like it, she not the main team yet scold us, say we come here for what, forgot its not a camp and i just a volunteer, i was damn pissed, but consider she is a she and i kinda respect her so i didnt scold back<br />later didnt get to play pokemon.,.....<br />sunday morning damn enthu, was slack starting but i saw a rj gal alone manning booth i feel like helping, she looked familiar anyway, then to avoid my fren suspicion had to be enthu overall, ran around helping sia, her esp ahaha, lie!!!<br />then starts to slack off at 2pm, when crowd lessened then disgress to doing magic trick to her, but i kept failing eventually led to bridge and slack off<br />btw i found out she from chongfu no wonder so familiar<br />then slack till 8pm, i began clearing liao lo<br />aiz, didnt get the no.<br />i forgot the rest liao, anyway i got a dota match coming bb<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-3392658555687462942?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-84753611949976382272007-07-15T07:07:00.000-07:002007-07-15T07:13:33.863-07:00<a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_Q56eQUgUQ2w/RporaV8ZJgI/AAAAAAAAAAo/vlGcDcA_yQc/s1600-h/poster.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5087426460635440642" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_Q56eQUgUQ2w/RporaV8ZJgI/AAAAAAAAAAo/vlGcDcA_yQc/s320/poster.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>waaa, its so freaking long since i last posted, still dont like my class, esp with the new teach</div><br /><div>dont doubt me fool!</div><br /><div>anyway, last week, the whole week i was making my toy for the rjc toy competition thingy</div><br /><div>amazing race sia, last min pia every thing, run run run, reached there exactly on time, at 6pm, at rj</div><br /><div>before that had to print my nice poster, made it till 11.30pm the day before, kinda like that, nothing like the thought of losing 3months of hard work in a single instant make me excited heres my poster </div><div>hehe, nice right? later post another</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-8475361194997638227?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-67912274306484604702007-03-31T03:06:00.000-07:002007-03-31T03:22:01.540-07:00not planning to inform my current class 20 of this blog anytime soon, possibly never except to some select individuals<br />hmm... they are better than i thought, as always, i tend to assume too much and get misinformed, actually, not 10 people from ASS, rather slightly less, but still alot<br />the people are generally fine, dont really fit in i still feel, but better than some of my friend<br />i knew the feeling i had for 21/07 cant be transferred to 20, coz there is a slight difference<br />the difference is that, like most of my classes, i dont like some people<br />its remarkable that i didnt dislike anyone in 21/07, i knew that such luck couldnt last<br />i dont like 2 people in particular... AA,hair,looks,voice,actions,sounds,conversation, and many many more irritating sia but what makes me disgusted is that....nvm<br />the people in my class... hm... haiz... most are like more sporty kind, which i arent.... thats bad.... fewer common interest sia<br />anyway, i plan to be like .. more involve in school rather class<br />do it man<br />be more involve in house<br />invlove, i like the way i misspelt it, haha<br />be the best that i can be, if not...<br />take a risk and gamble, make or break<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-6791227430648460470?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-56805545343210299192007-03-25T07:59:00.000-07:002007-03-25T08:04:40.210-07:00it may linger still<br />arh... something cuts to the bone, the thing i was searching for, pain<br />now with that, i shall change<br />lies dont hurt, truth does<br />today is 25 March 2007 and today is the day to start<br />that pain shall be remembered<br />my world shall change before that does<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-5680554534321029919?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-42446807130590336262007-03-25T07:33:00.000-07:002007-03-25T07:41:42.581-07:00arh... finally i changed the title above for this box<br />something prompted me to do so, i had thought of what to change that to long ago, but it arent exactly suitable, so i didnt bother to change till i can find another one that is better<br />so... wellwell, quite obviously it hurts, and i decided not to linger...<br />change change mug mug do do stop dreamin'<br />most of all, i HATE i HATE<br />YOU!!!!!!!!<br />verse from the song you *'should' be listening now<br /><br />*for March 25 07<br /><br />--<blocked><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-4244680713059033626?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-83603645169926457112007-03-20T07:41:00.000-07:002007-03-20T07:47:23.287-07:00hehe, i plan to be really enthu and join a whole lot of stuff<br />sc, science research, alpha, volunteer work,nyaa gold, i plan to achieve them all, and there is heavy penalties if i fail... risky sia, 破釜沉舟, do or die<br />and next, my class ar, the new one... half of them from ASS ar... cliques have formed sia... and i dont think i like the one i am in now<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-8360364516992645711?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-73031899356963992822007-03-08T05:00:00.000-08:002007-03-08T05:13:19.902-08:00now jae started, and i am happy that some of my friends are here...<br />but some left....<br />today, 2nd day of orientation... and 1 of them have to leave...<br />pain... the best class i had, is disbanding soon... pain...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-7303189935696399282?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-43925637955768968892007-02-24T05:18:00.000-08:002007-03-03T02:42:05.264-08:00nvm la, i still cant upload the boy side class pic, give up<br />anyway... comments about my class, the people are very straightforward, forthcoming ar....<br />sensitive questions like who you think is chioiest in this class also can answer...<br />surprise surprise, some guys i thought are very shy de answered so steadily and direct...haiz....<br />in the end, the statistic are more or less expected la<br />i want to know for the other side the answers<br />and its not just the boys ar... during the Cl lessons we talked la, then actually some are also un-shy de... haiz.... such audacity to ask such questions.... haiz....<br />the class is nice, kind of sad for the fact that 4 people are going and we might split up after jae...<br />=(<br />[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-4392563795576896889?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-91298364409245804082007-02-23T02:02:00.000-08:002007-02-23T02:13:05.264-08:00haiz.. anyway, today my class the team for physics challenge flunk it, damn bad luck la, the very instance the car wheels drop out, worst performances of all<br />haiz i cant upload the picutre for some reasons, o nvm, i try anothet time<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-9129836440924580408?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-15003667825619495432007-02-21T01:29:00.000-08:002007-02-21T01:35:24.963-08:00<a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_Q56eQUgUQ2w/RdwR2cm4QdI/AAAAAAAAAAM/pVa4LKuYlqI/s1600-h/IMGP6781.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5033918110583243218" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_Q56eQUgUQ2w/RdwR2cm4QdI/AAAAAAAAAAM/pVa4LKuYlqI/s320/IMGP6781.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br />yoyo, this is my class in aj for pae, i took the picture hehe, anyway like what my classmate told me, its really true that the girls have the more-or-less exact same poses for the pictures as compared to the one taken in chinese lessons... haiz... no variety... i put the guys picture later lo lo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-1500366782561949543?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-42359325430251358102007-02-14T01:04:00.000-08:002007-02-14T01:08:39.811-08:00haiz...found my prelims result certificate finally....its right in front of me the whole time, i stared at it for like 9 times yet didnt realized....<br />never search for things when you arent fully awake....<br />went to secondary school for principal signature...lo lo, was scared but luckily i know the librarian well and she reminded me that my co-form had became the vice-principal lolo, good to know people in constant places and high places<br />phew, managed to get the signature, hehe<br />then went home to get some stuff i forgot and went to give the form at aj<br />haiz...shouldnt take the ride home on my dad's car, got drawbacks...had to wait at the office for 2hours....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-4235932543025135810?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-64466564535841601802007-02-12T06:56:00.000-08:002007-02-11T21:21:25.257-08:00coz the sun still shines in the summer time<br />i'll be yours if you be mine<br />i tried to change but i change my mind<br />think i had another glass of <strike>mexican wine</strike>(underage lo)<br />AAAAAAA<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-6446656453584160180?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-32797342499677324252007-02-11T21:09:00.000-08:002007-02-10T06:35:41.701-08:00haiz...the seemingly more reliable, less biased Primary school friends believe i should go RJ most of them, perhaps, i should go lo!<br />argh...feel so bad to leave my friends and classmates for 3 months but tian wu bu san zhi yan xi, time to leave...shortest time class i ever had....<br />harden my heart, train my head<br />head says r, heart says a<br />miss them i will, always told me that i can visit, but will i? i try...<br />do or do not, there is no try, thus, i will<br />often? ....hmm....yes, i must<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-3279734249967732425?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-78115058954569964352007-02-10T00:55:00.000-08:002007-02-10T01:22:14.716-08:00argh....maybe i wont be staying at aj at all, maybe r or a<br />i always walk alone, never follow, so if the past is a guide, i would go rj, anyway, its not that i got no friends there, in fact i want to be there because my Primary schoolmates are there...at least i used to...contradictory words? i may agree lo lo<br />both are near to my house leh....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-7811505895456996435?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-70228103761395609502007-02-09T01:52:00.000-08:002007-02-09T01:51:49.683-08:00lolo, cant say i am not happy with my results, that would be too zhuai, so let just say i had an unrealistically high expectation lo lo<br />i feel happy, so lo more, lolo<br />okok, the hard part, i dont know if i want to stay in ajc or go rjc, i toughen my heart and promise never to go njc while hc is too hiong lolo<br />rjc is expensive but i have friends there, isnt there where i aimed for? why do i feel like giving up my prize?<br />i did what i wanted, i proved that i arent a weakling to come to ajc, but whats next?<br />decisions decisions, these are the times i want to be persuaded or commanded, haha, nice try<br />ajc, i like the people there...some... but i not sure if i will like my new class after selecting subjects...pain, it would be like going to a new jc...like that no different going to rjc<br />but...choosing aj again would be like a second chance to me, second chance to say 'hi', to make new friends, to be the one i want to be, but that means starting nearly everything anew, can i handle that?<br />if i had toughen and decide clearer, i would not have this problem, why is it my results always lie near to the boundary of my number line?<br />i should have been more precise, less backdoor<br />isnt 7 the most magically powerful number? - tom marvolo riddle<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-7022810376139560950?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1170579761746523842007-02-04T00:24:00.000-08:002007-02-04T01:02:41.760-08:00change of ideals<br />maybe i need to think of my ideals again, change the blog setup lo<br />ok, maybe i should talk about my classmates, my school, my other stuff<br />ar...i kind of like this class, at least theres no one i dislike, maybe due to a change in attitude in my part, disliking is just so hard to handle<br />i dislike to talk about myself, but i dont mind people ask me personal questions as the right question is just so much harder to ask than giving the right answer<br />there are some classmates whom i know less than i should, but i arent those who reach out to others...<br />no, i dont want to rant to because ranting is something that i place certain significant to, only the right one can do... i certainly hope that is confusing enough, some thoughts are meant to be hidden for they can hurt but blogs are supposed to be reveal...lolo, contradict, relax, not hurt as in insults but rather the opposite<br />thats enough, putting thoughts into words is tough mental work for me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-117057976174652384?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1170505375846754322007-02-03T04:19:00.000-08:002007-02-03T04:22:55.860-08:00i tend to hate people around me<br />i hate some hypocritical idiots<br />i am blunt, and i dont mind you being blunt with me<br />no hypocrisy, i hate that<br />unfortunately, people are hypocritical<br />why cant they just say it, idiots<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-117050537584675432?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1168601760317314182007-01-12T03:25:00.000-08:002007-01-12T03:36:00.326-08:00wooo, long time no see, been posted to ajc<br />ok la, near, 15mins ride, haha, feels great to be back home fast<br />ppl there ok la, decided to plant there and not move unless my RAW is 6 or 7<br />hmm...my classblog deleted liao haha, MR FAIZAD!!HOW DARE YOU!<br />back...eh...been lazy to post, december is sianz, i hate maplestory, despise it<br />make people no dota, but later we tried hero siege, enfo, etc, seems nice, dota is sian with few people..., didnt get to try my helm's deep and LOAP though...haiz..<br />goodthing this year, for some reason, my hair is ok..hmm...normally is horri but this year my hair is 乖this year lo<br />decided that i am going to make best of myself this time round, no more wishing that i am somewhere someone else, positive outlook lo<br />applied for scholarship and OGF, want to be the 'best that i can be heyheyhey'<br />think that i am abiding my time, here is my element, i will work hard and make things right<br />i can wait...for now...<br />shall change, shall reinvent before i reappear<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116860176031731418?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1164993744546596592006-12-01T09:09:00.000-08:002006-12-01T09:22:24.556-08:00hehe, i at level 43 of weffriddles le, pia<br />anyway, been to a funeral today, or more accurately, yesterday as it is over midnight now<br />sianz, hated funerals... most dont seems to feel sad... treated it as a rare get together... never mind, it should be happy affair<br />remember about an old post about a gay>?<br />the gay recount the incident in her/his blog, hmm... another preceptive, but nevertheless flawed<br />mentioned like 'its you all's fault to hang up on me and not settle the problem, so blame yourself' however, the actual they wont be dragged into it as they arent in it at first<br />its the gay who called them and report them to teacher and blame them somehow...<br />erm... some sound logic...<br />tired... dont want post le<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116499374454659659?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1164717261861303592006-11-28T04:31:00.000-08:002006-11-28T04:34:21.870-08:00http://www.weffriddles.com/?.html/<br />woooo<br />its hard, very hard, dont visit forum, dont give up<br />...lvl 18 lo<br />anyway, i give up, i cant avoid com till 5pm...<br />ar...i tot my sis said to go jogging now??? why is she still here...<br />along with me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116471726186130359?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1164556391918753382006-11-26T07:47:00.000-08:002006-11-26T07:53:11.926-08:00noooo...exams over le....i completed my campaign in aoe3...<br />i had no wish to play starcraft....graphic is somehow worse than the demo i tried....<br />no one to play dota with...<br />dont know whats wrong with them, just a few games >20 then they say they tired to dota..., its not like 5 matches straight, its 2 hours of dilly-dallying and 1.5 hours of match, not even 2 matches straight lo<br />once evry night also bored...., its more because theres no thing to stop them from playing i think<br />i want to excercise...need to get away from com...<br />i hereby swear that i wont be using computer until its 5pm each day<br />and i will be keeping it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116455639191875338?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1164202002444082382006-11-22T05:15:00.000-08:002006-11-22T05:26:42.456-08:00my medicine came into contact with water and solidified...<br />cant get the thing out of the tube... had to throw away<br />erm...thoughtful<br />saw my friend's personal message 'humans r selfish selfless ppl r rare'<br />ponder ponder...<br />how true... met one though...<br />status quo<br />sometimes bad things arent that bad, balance is needed<br />take for example piracy, and more specifically Warcraft 3... hmm... if there is no pirated Warcraft, fewer people will play Dota, Dota will be less popular and people wont buy original game for Dota... therefore piracy helps promote a game<br />however, looking at things from the perpective of the creators, pirated copies make no money for them, so they barely benefited<br />hmm... but arguably, they still benefitted though and the main point is that they made more money... its better to sell at lower price than keeping the stock and make a loss, similiar logic can be applied...<br />therefore some bad things arent that bad...<br />maintain status quo, police will forever chase pirates and make pirated copies slightly hard to get to prevent piracy from taking too big a share of the market while pirates will always escape and make sure that cheaper copies will be available to those who search and make the thing popular<br />therefore some status quo should be maintain<br />as for some balance... it shouldnt be balance at all in the first place...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116420200244408238?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163763944617573952006-11-17T03:42:00.000-08:002006-11-17T03:45:44.626-08:00today my parents forced me to the doctor...all the way in Ang Mo Kio...<br />for persistant ulcer and infection? on my foot<br />wow, the doctor says it may be a heritditory problem...<br />something about something-28 gene deficiency...<br />that...<br />that means...<br />i am a mutant!!<br />argh!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116376394461757395?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163405108960600842006-11-13T00:01:00.000-08:002006-11-13T00:05:08.970-08:00i was reading up ventrilo for games communications<br />then i saw this : http://www.ventrilo.com/download.php<br />it says : Ventrilo is subject to United States export controls. Ventrilo may not be downloaded or otherwise exported or re-exported: into (or to a national or resident of) Afghanistan, Cuba, Iran, Iraq, Libya, North Korea, Sudan, Syria or any other country to which the United States has embargoed goods; or any organization or company on the United States Commerce Department's "Denied Parties List."<br /><br />By downloading or using Ventrilo, you are agreeing to the foregoing and all applicable export control laws. You are also warranting that you are not under the control of, located in, or a resident or national of any such country or on any such list.<br /><br />The information on export laws provided herein is not necessarily complete. For more information on export laws, please refer to United States Commerce Department, Bureau of Export Administration at (202) 482-2440, or (202) 482-4811. <br />wow...<br />and this : http://www.ventrilo.com/purchase.php<br />Q) Why isn't everyone accepted?<br /><br />We expect all licensee's to conduct them selves in a professional manner. Licensee's are expected to run their business like a business rather then a hobby. We are looking for businesses that demonstrate these characteristics and show the potential of being in business for a very long time. <br />wow, trade embargo leh, i wonders why something like this program is limited...hmm...<br />afraid of fundamentalist using it to communication or evesdrop?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116340510896060084?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163338686846217102006-11-12T05:15:00.000-08:002006-11-12T05:38:06.856-08:00maybe i should have done this at my first post, which should be titled 'about me'<br />i dont make friends well<br />i tend to say wrong things<br />when i make a mistake, do something wrong, i made sure you know its me, i dont hide very well, i just got a special ability to do wrong, hint:if i post illegally, i do so in my own styleof writing and track my ip lo<br />i dont retain friends well<br />i dont forgive but i forget, no differnece between forget and forgive to me<br />i classify friends into subgroups<br />i to a certain extent discriminate people in deciding how close, but thats only in the beginning<br />i need a best friend or 2<br />my friends grouping changes, depending on their proximity to me, not exactly literally but it helps<br />its not exactly a good thing to be my best friend<br />i dont use my real name in the internet<br />actually, i can be very fond of a friend, but the person dont have to like me that much<br />i dont like it when people i like dont like me<br />i can be very good to people de hor, only if i am close to them that much la, not hard, just need to hear me rant A LOT, from political to redundant<br />i dont like to gossip, cause i swore never to, but i still give in to temptation once in awhile<br />i am bad at jokes, my jokes tend to fail and offend<br />like the MOE slogan, i can do anything under the sky, if you teach me how and a friend accompany me<br />i am afraid of the dark and many things, but i am fearless when a friend is beside me, thats why i hate other movie where people suddenly disappear de<br />i hate betrayal and lies with no purpose other than to deceive, i meant deceiving people must have a purpose<br />i hate secrets, though i think i can keep them, but i have no practise...<br />i swore to be able to keep secrets<br />i need someone to keep me to abide to my promises<br />heyhey, i can change a lot de hor, i may be obnoxious but i can change in a week if someone made me to, bad environment recently<br />hey certain one, talk to me in the train leh, i wont eat you up de, really, trust me, i need someone to talk to, to clear misunderstanding<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116333868684621710?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163335285248813542006-11-12T04:29:00.000-08:002006-11-12T04:41:25.256-08:00ah!, i now knows how to '造句' with this phrase le<br />for example, troubles in Iraq affected 印尼人's judgment on Bush adminstration's foreign policies and to redeem their reputation, Bush came along to Southeast Asian region to garner support, this evitably led to traffic jams and cause the delay of MY O' LEVELS EXAMS in case that pupils may not be able to reach schools on time<br />喂喂, i wasnt an anti-bush leh, dont affect me like that leh<br />grrr, hopefully this will not happen<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116333528524881354?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163175191960719332006-11-10T08:11:00.000-08:002006-11-10T08:13:11.960-08:00hey hey, i linked my friends le woohoo, tag me if i left out some or wrong links<br />come tag me leh<br />nono, i not going to tag 'certain group of people'<br />weiwei, ChongFu de, come come<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116317519196071933?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1163169789206036562006-11-10T06:39:00.000-08:002006-11-10T06:43:09.216-08:00i think i think too much le, paranoid...hm...<br />maybe, maybe actually no harm is done...<br />but...kind of scary...<br />shoo, shoo certain people<br />you can tag here but nothing goes out of here<br />take nothing, <bold>alsolutely nothing</bold>, away , leave nothing but tags<br />golden rule to visiting blogs<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116316978920603656?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1162645998923803472006-11-04T04:59:00.000-08:002006-11-06T04:06:23.510-08:00wei wei wei, i dont have a lot of friends le, much less friends have the qualities to be my best friend, confidant<br />sorry la, why so erm...<strike>petty</strike><br />okok, i am sorry<br />*****like as in between friends*****<br />how i appreciate you<br />i like you as you are unique<br />i like you as your presence remind me that i arent who i wanted to be<br />i like you as you are better than me in numerous ways<br />i like you as i aspire to be better...like you<br />i like you as you remind me of my forgotten past<br />i like you as you are from my past<br />i like you as you are my friend<br />i like you as you are cool<br />i like you as your smile is weird<br />i like you as you protect your friends<br />i like you as you are silent<br />i like you as i dont know your bad side<br />i like you as you <strike> are shorter than me and it boosts my ego </strike> recommanded me a good song<br />i like you as you like somethings i like too, eg. bleach, five for fighting<br />i like you as i know you to some extent (SS coming soon)<br />i like you as you are from Chong Fu<br />i like you as you are friendly<br />i like you as you are sociable<br />i like you as you are so different from me<br />i like you as your name is unique<br />i like you as you are straight forward<br />i like you as a friend<br />though i dont like somethings you thought, parts i am different from you<br />parts you are similiar to nick<br />ideological difference<br />i dont like the fact that i created this at 4 November but dont dare to tell you, to show i am sorry<br />SORRY<br />SORRY!<br />SORRY LA!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116264599892380347?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1162360319360072172006-10-31T21:48:00.000-08:002006-10-31T21:51:59.370-08:00today is 1st November, Social Study test at 6th November, my worst subject<br />5 days...<br />must practise, i want A1, i can make it de, i had it before<br />if this is settled, the next worse subject would be English then Geography<br />then A-maths...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116236031936007217?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1162282267645658912006-10-31T00:07:00.000-08:002006-10-31T00:11:07.656-08:00woo, chem practical is over, quite okay, no gas tested neither is there much inferring<br />kind of suspicious of how easy it is..., just need to infer what anion is ONE out of THREE compound is and the fact that there is bright yellow ppt meant that it is obviously iodide ion...<br />hm...trick question?<br />okok, combined humanities is coming and need to practise... floodgate of examinations is opened after that...<br />remember to change<br />remember the 4<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116228226764565891?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161853286203114892006-10-26T01:56:00.000-07:002006-10-26T02:01:26.213-07:00woo, its not too bad, at least i think i did everything correctly<br />hope to get 30/40 at least, hehe<br />though the last question is hard and i cough* <strike> cheat </strike>cought* a little, but i think i got it right<br />ok, now the flood gates will open at the end of this week, the beginning of the tough part of the exams<br />enough about exams, that arent interesting<br />i wonder what will my next level of education will be like...<br />i want to live for the future, but now, i need to stop living in the past, live in present, live for future<br />i know what i need to do, and i better not forget it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116185328620311489?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161767913888080212006-10-25T02:15:00.000-07:002006-10-25T02:18:33.896-07:00i am feeling apprehensive now, its Physics Practical exam tomorrow... and that arent my best subject, theory is ok but practical arent<br />anyway, that arent the most scary part, its what comes after<br />after Physics practical, things starts to roll in fast, 4 days after Phy, its chem, then chinese, then humanities and maths at the same time<br />woo....<br />worry...<br />need to study harder now, i want L1R5=6...<br />i want<br />i can<br />i will?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116176791388808021?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161695132506465102006-10-24T05:58:00.000-07:002006-10-24T06:05:32.516-07:00o my, i really think i do have to find someone who could hear me rant faster, <br />exam stress and various things are messing with my mind, need an outlet for the evil anyway, i started to hate blogging already, was that all the posts are mine...well, well, isnt it supposed to be mine?... feels like a big monologue i am having, i had enough of monologue, i dont need a new one on the internet<br />i found a potential candidate to hear my rant but the person arent so interested... hmmm...<br />i hate this place, i hate the small tight-knit little societies within a society with octcasts, and i hate being one, i hate the people who create such conditions, hehe, the few times i dont hate myself, i dont have the ability to do that<br />i hate<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116169513250646510?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161598661020835942006-10-23T03:13:00.000-07:002006-10-23T03:22:04.696-07:00its very irritating if someone purposely keep something from you and meant to keep you in suspense, but unfortunately, i got news for you, i arent interested in your blog. i just had to try to be interested to actually have a common topic other than dota, and i started to hate that pretending. i dont know why you bother to keep a blog but never to tell others yet tell other you have a blog, thats stupid, keep it a secret or make-known, make up your primitive tiny mind<br />anyway, blogs should be made like a diary, if you just making it just to irritate someone, grow up, be more matured, even though i think you can never be matured, childish brats(i can still hope right?)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116159866102083594?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161512294942342072006-10-22T03:15:00.000-07:002006-10-22T04:17:44.200-07:00i finally changed my blog skin<br />need more fine-tuning though, i want my own unique cursor, background (with tatsuki of course), settle the scrolling problem you will encounter, find a better font colour(surely you would know why?) and the link being upside down problem<br />PS. why tatsuki? well she reminds me of someone else<br />PPS. o ya, i need to add a nice music (perhaps planetarium, Jap meteor garden theme song), remove the extra words left over in the template (which i am too lazy to do that now) and edit the width of the scroll bar for easy reading especially when my scroll bar is faulty...hm...what else?...<br />PPP!S. realized that my comments button is conspiciously missing. maybe i really need a tag box...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116151229494234207?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161508724606502962006-10-22T02:17:00.000-07:002006-10-22T02:18:44.616-07:00anyway, i realized that many people i know have blogs and i didnt know that then recently...=(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116150872460650296?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161504517574895052006-10-22T01:03:00.000-07:002006-10-22T01:08:37.573-07:00anyway, i enabled comments moderation so i will delete any comments with vulgarities or any substitude like '****', other comments are welcome as long as it wasnt overly hostile<br />i wont delete the old comments now cause it is my fault that i didnt enable the comments moderation<br />going to change skin by the way and maybe change the URL, not due to the comments in any way but as i dislike the url now...wonders why i used this at the first place<br />maybe today, tommorow or the end of the year, but i am going to change it<br />trying to make my own more or less unique skin is hard<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116150451757489505?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161429613488174652006-10-21T04:07:00.000-07:002006-10-21T04:20:13.500-07:00i am sick, ill<br />suffering from respiratory problem, probably brought forth by the haze or just due to my unhealthy diet<br />sianz ar, i am forced to drink some weird disgusting liquid called 'ling long si', directly translated to 'horn drink'???(not sure myself) that is either dissolved powdered horn of antelope or the lining of the horns, if it is the lining, then it is ok as the lining contains nutrients for the horn, but if it is the horns, it is useless, who wants to drink dissolved bones?<br />o great, i think i may have caused a little problem that may be detrimental to the standing of me in several people(i can assure you thaT it is never high) as i had jumped to conclusion and told others about...<br />brought to understanding of my own mortality...feels weak...<br />another thing that makes me feel weak is that after visiting another's blog, i feel small, insignificant, ignorant and wrong...<br />...<br />never been good at making friends<br />i should go solo ba...no longer being nonsensical<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116142961348817465?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161360661473578592006-10-20T09:05:00.000-07:002006-10-20T09:11:01.493-07:00i saw someone's blog, filled with sorrow, i shall empower myself with it<br />i shall study<br />i have the will<br />i can<br />i will<br />i feel so ignorant<br />i feel so stupid<br />i feel so ugly<br />time to change<br />non sum qualis eram<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116136066147357859?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161334591496482422006-10-20T01:41:00.000-07:002006-10-22T04:34:17.556-07:00today i been to school even though i dont need to...study...hehe..hardworking hor...<br />anyway, i did only half a worksheet...=( but that is hard the worksheet consisted of all the hard questions so it is understandable...<br />anyway, i decided to never use the word 'crap' again, after watching a erm... <strike> crappy </strike> horrible show that spam 'crap'...<br />the show is horri...i shall use 'o great' instead now onwards<br />anyway i finally made my own playlist on my computer!!!heehee...procaAStinated for so long...<br />now, since i made music playlist, i added a new song another person recommanded it to me, its nice... Should I Stay?---Dreamz FM ...its nice<br />ok, without any link to the above statement,<strike>really!, dont you believe me? </strike> <br />i saw a person sitting together with another...they seems happy....hmmm....<br />anyway, i feel relieved now hehe...study for O level lo...<br />wow, i had been making a conscious effort to spell my words correctly.(Grammer and punctuation are never my forte by the way) must...spell...words...out... mustnt...get...corrupted...by...msn...text...<br />trust me, i can do it de...<br />woo, a heavy burden had gotten off me, i sorted out my thinking, time to study<br />...i feel lonely...<br />A reminder to myself: i swore, and i shall obey<br /><em>momento mori et vivere<br />carpe diem</em><br />fire and frost<br />inactioninactionisthatthebestaction?<br />move move, work work for the sake of me, my dreams,friends and the world<br />心中无箭，箭穿箭 <<< no link..just liking it<br />edit, i forgot to mention that i kept pressing Caps lock accidentally when typing the vowel 'a'...<br />anyway, the part about the 2 persons is true but inferences are purely my own imagination and is (maybe...)not true<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116133459149648242?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1161271987900086872006-10-19T08:25:00.002-07:002006-10-19T08:33:07.900-07:00sian ar...someone i know put Rukia as the blog skin...and the worse thing is that he dont even know who is Rukia....<br />anyway thats Bleach manga btw...<br />sianz maybe i should change my blog skin too<br />i wonder should i get personal here...dangerous but nothing to say like this...<br />o crap when i was typing 'say like this...', i spelt 'like' as 'liek' againn...<br />my English is decaying...<br />PS. i spelt 'again' as 'agian' just now...o crap<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116127198790008687?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1160845392226070162006-10-14T10:00:00.000-07:002006-10-14T10:03:12.236-07:00erm...finally i blogged..<br />last time was in August<br />skipped an entire month....<br />its was prelims and i study...nice try thats a lie, i didnt so my results is horri<br />anyway i played mostly, now i am blogging, its o levels btw<br />sianz ar must study liao, thats hard...i need more willpower, need...to...leech...need a victim...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-116084539222607016?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1156005339567993252006-08-19T09:04:00.000-07:002006-08-19T09:35:39.636-07:00wow, didnt know so many of many classmates actually had blogs that are updated so frequently!<br />for instance, M the joker update his blog twice a week!<br />i would never have knew it until i track him down by the comments page he hijacked<br />anyway, we were hijacking zp's blog with comments...' 20 reasons why i am pissed' which he always says.<br />with regards to blogs, i visited another class's blog, fourbollywood, because my friends said that there is an 'interesting' post with over 344 comments<br />its like 'wow' 344 comments!!! so i visited it (after i visited, it sparked off another 12 ripple posts)hee<br />and post is "On science, religion and the future", guess from here.<br /><em>hint, the Jan is a science zealot, not freak, but an utter zealot</em><br />i have only 2 words to descibe him, 2nd hitler<br />he said 'No, I'm simply suggesting that we get rid of (not nessarily kill can put somewhere else or something, so long they dont result in genetic offsprings) humans who are not smart and not strong and not determined and not... as they have no value to their society. The genes resulting from these humans would only pollute the better genes formed from the more useful or productive speciments. Thus we can acheive a strong, smarter, better valued, ... society.'<br />wow, see that, neo-nazism<br />i didnt know he was liek that, he wasnt in my class but seen him many times before,(even canoe with him, he seems so soft-spoken, like those peaceful, unarrogant people, wonders if he would target me as <br /><em>homo sapien inferior</em> considering that when we canoe, he did all the directing and i the propeller...)<br />holy creepz!!<br />actually, i have ill intentions to him even after reading his post about abolishing religion, 'It is with this that I urge you not to continue looking back at what could never be proven, to abandon those old ideas(refering to religionS) and to embrace the future.'.<br />unlike the numerous commenters, i do not flame him nor make personal attacks, although i was astounded but his ideology and his frankness, just talking like that could put him in counselling<br />i have a strange nagging feeling that what he typed came deep down...like he meant it..otherwise it would be a good way to rejuvante the dying blog...my class blog do have the exact same problem...<br />i would like to talk to him, 1 on 1, man to man, it will be an intellectual discussion, about politics, religions, science, philosophy, such people are hard to find...<br />many people in my school, 90% and no critical thinking skills and the remaining 10% rarely talks about it and dislike, only a handful actually like to talk about such stuff instead of movies, people, sports, blahblah crap (ya, those arent exactly crap but to talk about them EVERYDAY is sick!)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115600533956799325?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1154609090968992552006-08-03T05:42:00.000-07:002006-08-03T05:44:50.970-07:00disclaimer: strong i mean STRONG vulgarities included, DONOT view if you are weak-hearted, it may just give people heart attack<br />http://sh4d0wk4t.blogspot.com/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115460909096899255?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1154525658639779302006-08-02T06:23:00.000-07:002006-08-02T06:34:18.666-07:00<strike>i dont like gays...</strike><br />no, really i dont meant it<br />i just dont like one gay in particular<br />he just wont admit he is gay<br />what happened?<br />this is what happened:<br />my classmate could not resist the temptation anymore and send sms, ****you, gay<br />gay took the class list he stole(o, he just borrowed it for his CCA last year, anyway, borrow and last year dont match well) to call my classmates<br />to MTi in msn nudge<br />MTi says ;hi,who are you?'<br />gay says 'i am the ******'<br />MTi cancel conversation, he then tell others, gay is coming<br />then others follow suit (who are you?>i am gay>phone down)<br />the gay called them several times, same thing happened<br />they couldnt resist it and says 'you are manly'<br />then gay go idiot TCL to report on 'slander'(huh?arent you manly?)<br />TCL call them to stay back<br />they explained and TCL says:is that really what happened several times blah blah, just couldnt believe them<br />then today, they stay back again and won<br />partially due to gay asking TCL, am i gay?<br />TCL was stunned, he just couldnt reply, wondering if he should tell the truth<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115452565863977930?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1154177601077602302006-07-29T05:46:00.000-07:002006-07-29T05:53:21.086-07:00during the day i last posted, i visited my friends' blogs<br />finally<br />i purposely tried to start a flame war in his comment page <br />heehee<br />that is due to the fact that another person, an idiot has left a comment<br />real idiot<br />he was commenting on another person's innocent comment<br />blah blah wat too commanding tone blah blah<br />wat load of crap<br />that poor guy just left an innocent comment and that idiot could make a big hoohaa over it...<br />so i flame him<br />then apparently he flame back<br />of coz, considering he had no friends and always visit forum and blogs to start flame war just to prove his exsistence<br />but that day is special<br />his belated birthday gift<br />i gave him the thing he always wanted without him asking for one<br />FLAME WAR!!<br />but unfortunately, my friend discovered that his blog got hijacked, deleted the comments...<br />luckily he didnt know that was me...hee<br />his blog...<br /><br />http://discmon.blogspot.com/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115417760107760230?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1154006405682479572006-07-27T06:19:00.000-07:002006-08-03T05:42:38.713-07:00anyway, i had been watching some shows in hallmark channel<br />i dont normally show hallmark as i felt the shows are too boring or too 'sci-fic'<br />but some like earthsea, dinotopia, jack and beanstalk are good!!<br />jack and beanstalk ???dinotopia??? huh? the titles seems lame...<br />ya, its lame, thats what i thought too at first, but the quality of the show have nothing to do with it<br />anyway, the jack and bean stalk is not the normal story<br />it is about wat happens to jack's family blah balh...it got a twist in it and it seems lame at first...its still lame though, but it gives people and nice alternative view of things<br />dinotopia is a lame show...very lame...<br />as the name suggests, the show is about a place which have dinosaurs living still<br />there are also humans living along with them blah blah...nice show about courage balh blah<br />anyway, the name is a mistake by the author or purposely made for irony<br />the title 'dinotopia' comes from 'utopia' and 'dinosaurs'<br />utopia is a very old book about a paradise, the author of utopia meant the name as an irony as in latin, 'u' means 'no' and and 'topia' means land, thus utopia means literally 'no-land' or no such land<br />dinosaurs comes from 'dino' -terrible and 'saurs'-lizards in latin<br />so...dinotopia means terrible land instead of paradise for dinosaurs<br />irony...<br />now...EARTHSEA!!!<br />i like it<br />i read one part of the book once and like it<br />nice book<br />it roughly mention how magic works instead of many stories like harry potter that just build up on what other stories had done<br />supposedly there is a language in earthsea called the old language which one CANNOT lie, note, it is CANNOT, not should not or other....heehee, if anyone actually reading this will be wondering how can one CANNOT lie?<br />the language will force the statement to be true so if one said in the old language 'i am a raven', the person becomes a raven <br />so...if u accidently said 'u are a gay'...too bad....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115400640568247957?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1154006008816248132006-07-27T05:43:00.000-07:002006-07-27T06:13:28.843-07:00a long time had passed since i came here...<br />anyway...i told my friends to visit this but i did not do it myself...<br />i was told my my friend in China that she could not visit this...hope it is not due to the GREAT FIREWALL OF CHINA...<br />crap...hard to communicate with her...<br />another thing, i had Austrialia maths compeitition, and i have a bad bad feeling about it...<br />anyway, my username for this is mocking maplestory the game (no no i wont tell you my user) but the irony is that part of the reason why i was neglecting this blog is due to me playing maple...<br />sianz, dota is a much much better game but no one can play with me thus only maple can do..<br />i was posting a hero idea on dotaportal but my idea was immdiately rejected as i did not fulfil the requirement for posting...nice try...lame rule...apparently dotaportal was under attack by hackers as can see from the log in procedure...need checks just to log in...<br />i came home today by taking 963 today...took damn long...i couldnt take it and alighted at Marsling..40mins just to get to bukit batok...waste the time...<br />i kinda disliek the new school campus...too far but actually i liked it...big,near forest(actually it is too small to be forest considering Singapore's land size...a bunch of trees will be more suitable term to describe it)...the only bad thing is that it now houses RV...suxs<br />anyway, when going back home one day, the MRT station is closed!!!imagine my horror...luckily i managed to catch 855 to get home...phewed...apparently it is due to cable breaking that led to the closure...<br />speaking of mrt, the government got a nice trick. regarding the Circle line MRT to be opened in the future, there is a news report on the benefits of the new line, wow, Bishan to Bouna Vista takes only 17 mins!!!in 2 years time...why do they report such a news? is it because the NEW STRAITS TIMES is efficient and report a news 2 YEARS in advance? ya right, i really geniunely believe it leh. my hypothesis is that the report is due to negative reports about the circle line construction destrying people's home.<br />NEW STRAITS TIMES...dont get me started on it...i wanted to post about it during election time but i wonder if i would violate the political rules balh blah blah...<br />election!!!...i may or may not post about it later...<br />hmm...wat to say?...<br />i missed my friend...<br />o ya...i got this interesting idea on a game...i wanna make a MMORPGH game... similiar to WOW...of coz, considering it is voted the best game for dont know how many months...it is still one of the best now...incoparate(sp. err) all the ideas of games and storybooks....make massive war-like scenerio, make PK more attractive without removing most of the penalties...nowadays, the penalties are ok and resonable but due to cowardice of people, PK is happening less...more incentives are needed...there should also be more flexibility...how?...i am thinking...i do have some ideas but i cant remember them now....<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />i hate this school...the people(most)...the teachers(most)(actually teachers are also people but i meant students at that time)...the system... bullying is rampant in this freaking school and teachers are blind...the overly enthu teachers who can scream at people for low socks cant do a thing about it....i will respect them if they can do something about it even if they are overly enthu...BLIND!!!<br />arrogant ppl<br />blind ppl<br />gutless ppl<br />lazy t think ppl<br />follow the crowd ppl<br />apathetic ppl<br />think they are always right ppl<br />crap<br />i hate this school...must..destroy it...must...for..sake ..for..mankind...des.troy..humanity..<br />EVIL!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-115400600881624813?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1149849779875241332006-06-09T03:41:00.000-07:002006-07-27T06:15:07.706-07:00Schrödinger's cat is <blink>not</blink> dead!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-114984977987524133?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1149780201342224932006-06-08T08:12:00.000-07:002006-06-08T08:23:21.350-07:00its me...duh..<br />anyway, i was playing dota yesterday.<br />the first 5v5 over internet..<br />the game ends halfway though coz my side is winning..hee<br />i killed 3 heros...hee first time kill 3 liao..hahaha<br />a bit the noob la me..i admit..<br />anyway, i was reading these few days<br />sophie's world is a great read, really opened my eyes about philosophy.<br />nice subject, i feel like taking it in the future..<br />anyway, after that, my teacher recommaned K-pax and even bought the book just to lend me...great teacher...<br />K-pax is nice, i meant the book.<br />o ya, the reason why she mentioned it is because when my class is discussing about a topic and i mentioned somethnhng like the 'perfect world' which is like k-pax.<br />i was being a bit sarcastic at that time though the book still helped me raised some questions about a world like k-pax.<br />organisms like dremer , according to logic shopuld not exist at the first place <br />without procreating, the species cannot continues...there is no zeal for life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-114978020134222493?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1145872481186267682006-04-24T02:51:00.000-07:002006-04-24T02:54:41.193-07:00today, i watch a little bit of CCTV4.<br />i was shocked.<br />its a documantry about social computer or community computer.<br />a educational programme.<br />i believe the editors of the show are idiots.<br />on the screen showing the computer monitor, you can clearly see its a google website on child pornography.<br />i left it to you to draw your own conclusion.<br />i got nothing to say.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-114587248118626768?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1145619195573651672006-04-21T04:29:00.000-07:002006-04-21T04:33:15.580-07:00i am sad, my long lost friend came on msn and i miss her just because i was playing games.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-114561919557365167?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26393141.post-1145365725160537662006-04-18T05:57:00.000-07:002006-04-18T06:08:45.166-07:00today first day...fisrt post...duh...<br />ath is my character name in some games...nice name...i created it myself...very proud of it...my ppl in games walked passed and said 'nice name'...me so proud...<br />death, i like it, got the 'feel' every bad thing should link to death then got impact..teacher once said that...<br />i thinking if i should pour my soul to it this blog...coz i got no one to speak to...introvert...funny ppl say i talkative...i am not typical introvert..forced to be one...back to what i said...should i pour my soul to this? later tom riddle come out...then i use zangetsu cut him down...then he drop the ruling ring...then i got corrupted...then lost...erm...<br />o ya character name...character is ren ge...ren ge can also mean personality...i got multiple character...multiple personality? no la..i do..wait a sec ...i did?...ya...no...yes la..good question...i get back to me later...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/26393141-114536572516053766?l=athdeath.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>flamefrostnoreply@blogger.com0