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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Day 166 507 days to go 27th September 2009 Sunday 22 days to POC 36 days to end of OJT 2027booking in soon again, need repack the fieldpack items... sianz... to think this should have been our last week just realized i missed the 6B outing last week... should have emailed me instead nia... haiz... chiong through these 3 weeks dont know what we doing these extra 2 weeks nia, just a POI lesson, some IPPT and live shoot... or the rest is siren and turnouts... wtf
[[.flamefrost.]]|5:20 AM|
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Monday, September 21, 2009
Day 160 513 days to go 21st September 2009 Monday 28 days to POCo ya, something been wrong with the cbox, didnt realise till now, the date is screwed up, no wonder i had some weird messages..diaoz... eh you, you subscribed to my blog ar? i blog a bit also know nia haiz... course extended, how sianz, when POC been so close you could smelt it, they moved it away... early book in on public holiday also, need load stores, need 7pm get there... only 4.10pm now i already need to prepare... just went for the zulu platoon outing, only a couple people there, kept mostly silent... dont think they would care mixed feelings about other courses, more hiong in some aspect, but certainly not as regimental, its quite impossible to fathom how getting scolded everyday do to you, its not like you weak mentally or anything, an analogy i would use is a light punch is nothing, but a chain of light punches combo is straining... right now sitting at home its felt like nothing, no muscle ache or anything left over to remind you of the strain but it felt horrible then though it has toned down but still... the atmosphere remained... not to mention having to face the sarcastic person again, irritating...
[[.flamefrost.]]|1:07 AM|
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Friday, September 18, 2009
Day 157 516 days to go 18th September 2009Today is the book out day, next week starts UO and next next week is last and steelwall week!!!... o wait, TIME EXTENTION: 2 weeks course extention for a 1-day coc and postponing of steelwall... wt...pawned... after adding ojt and rp course, its 12 weeks, doubled the initial estimation...nothing to say...
[[.flamefrost.]]|7:47 AM|
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
Day 152 521 days to go 13rd Semptember 2009Today is book in day, the hated day, right now time is 1955, leaving at around 2030 already wearing the greens, and prepared almost everything, hope that i do not miss out on anything well, cant believe that i actually survived for 3 weeks now, starting on the 4th week, also the last week of lecture it is such a morale downer that all our major events are scheduled at the end of course, especially exercise steelwall, the most dreaded is at the last week, well, at least the course is short... looking forward to 19th October, more or less end of OJT, 36 days to go... actually the course is fine, its the atmosphere thats generated that causes the dread, the strict regiment and the ridiculous scoldings dreading another 5 days of scoldings and punishment, still hoping that things would change, at least for this last week of non-outfield i wonders how strict regiment can combo with outfield... o ya, its even worse that they always gives us false hopes like nights out, or shortened outfield from 3 days to 1 day, benefits that are impossible to achieve with their absurd standards... i still harbour hopes to achieve them though...but that requires teamwork of exceedingly high standards... i am a fool for harbouring hopes that will eventually fail... hopes are hopes... i still like them though...
[[.flamefrost.]]|4:52 AM|
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Friday, September 11, 2009
Day 150 523 days to go 11st September 2009 Friday 25 days to FDS-POPcant believe that the last time i posted here is a day before enlistment, i been keeping in journal while inside, time to utilised this evidently i booked out, eating some really small grapes now this week, i found out how buddha felt with really big earlobes, FDS has crazy airforce mosquitoes that are able to attack through mosquito net and pack with enough poison to swell up my body with a single bite, fingers, earlobes, kneecaps etc had been swollen with single bites there, really bored now, hope to go out tomorrow, they better not PS me again 3 weeks into FDS course, life is horrible there compared to sislack, cant have a week without someone breaking down, but thats be price to pay for a relatively short course, but it arent as short as people said, they merely took out some elements but be returning back after the course thats it for now, tired to say more
[[.flamefrost.]]|5:45 AM|
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