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Monday, April 13, 2009

It is time 1000 as i typed, i will be going off at 1220 to pasir ris to catch the bus leaving at 1315

That is it, the start of NS

This is my final last 2 hours as civilian and the end of the longest holiday break since i enrolled in primary school at age 6

kinda miss it a little, but i know it wont last

Its not so much that NS scares me, or rather it is what lies ahead of NS both scares and fascinates me

After NS, ROD around 14th Feb 2011, i have again 4+ months break, the last long break i would have, possibly till retirement...-.- o freak!

thats the scary part, uni fascinates me, but the scary component is stronger

now its time 1006, 6 of my last minutes as civilian is gone, 6 minutes closer to the end of the carefree days as a boy

6 minutes closer to becoming a man

the 2 years long rite of passage...

i want the best, since this rite of passage is inevitable, i want the most hiong, the most tough, to become the best i could be, i want enter the ocs!

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Thursday, April 09, 2009

yea, i hoping that i re start blogging le

what motivates me to start? NS

the coming-of-age thingy

673 days in NS, estimated to ROD on 14th Feb 2011 (absolutely nice date to be let out on)

so this shall be "army diaries" pretty cliche a name, but nevertheless extremely apt

so, this is day -5

5 days from enlistment, 678 days from expected ROD

its a start

i think i would change the template since its so hard to see.... probably.... maybe....

not now though

o ya, almost forgot

aspiration for NS and after-NS

i dont drink and dont like drinking

i want Napfa A for everything

25+ pull-ups

under 10 min 2.4km

able to do a full matlhtron?(sp.) the 42.195km thingy

would let my brain turn to mash, study a bit of bioengineering while inside

o yea, i am man, i shall do them

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