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Friday, February 09, 2007

lolo, cant say i am not happy with my results, that would be too zhuai, so let just say i had an unrealistically high expectation lo lo
i feel happy, so lo more, lolo
okok, the hard part, i dont know if i want to stay in ajc or go rjc, i toughen my heart and promise never to go njc while hc is too hiong lolo
rjc is expensive but i have friends there, isnt there where i aimed for? why do i feel like giving up my prize?
i did what i wanted, i proved that i arent a weakling to come to ajc, but whats next?
decisions decisions, these are the times i want to be persuaded or commanded, haha, nice try
ajc, i like the people there...some... but i not sure if i will like my new class after selecting subjects...pain, it would be like going to a new jc...like that no different going to rjc
but...choosing aj again would be like a second chance to me, second chance to say 'hi', to make new friends, to be the one i want to be, but that means starting nearly everything anew, can i handle that?
if i had toughen and decide clearer, i would not have this problem, why is it my results always lie near to the boundary of my number line?
i should have been more precise, less backdoor
isnt 7 the most magically powerful number? - tom marvolo riddle

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