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Sunday, November 12, 2006

maybe i should have done this at my first post, which should be titled 'about me'
i dont make friends well
i tend to say wrong things
when i make a mistake, do something wrong, i made sure you know its me, i dont hide very well, i just got a special ability to do wrong, hint:if i post illegally, i do so in my own styleof writing and track my ip lo
i dont retain friends well
i dont forgive but i forget, no differnece between forget and forgive to me
i classify friends into subgroups
i to a certain extent discriminate people in deciding how close, but thats only in the beginning
i need a best friend or 2
my friends grouping changes, depending on their proximity to me, not exactly literally but it helps
its not exactly a good thing to be my best friend
i dont use my real name in the internet
actually, i can be very fond of a friend, but the person dont have to like me that much
i dont like it when people i like dont like me
i can be very good to people de hor, only if i am close to them that much la, not hard, just need to hear me rant A LOT, from political to redundant
i dont like to gossip, cause i swore never to, but i still give in to temptation once in awhile
i am bad at jokes, my jokes tend to fail and offend
like the MOE slogan, i can do anything under the sky, if you teach me how and a friend accompany me
i am afraid of the dark and many things, but i am fearless when a friend is beside me, thats why i hate other movie where people suddenly disappear de
i hate betrayal and lies with no purpose other than to deceive, i meant deceiving people must have a purpose
i hate secrets, though i think i can keep them, but i have no practise...
i swore to be able to keep secrets
i need someone to keep me to abide to my promises
heyhey, i can change a lot de hor, i may be obnoxious but i can change in a week if someone made me to, bad environment recently
hey certain one, talk to me in the train leh, i wont eat you up de, really, trust me, i need someone to talk to, to clear misunderstanding

[[.flamefrost.]]|5:15 AM|

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