today is 1st November, Social Study test at 6th November, my worst subject
5 days...
must practise, i want A1, i can make it de, i had it before
if this is settled, the next worse subject would be English then Geography
then A-maths...
woo, chem practical is over, quite okay, no gas tested neither is there much inferring
kind of suspicious of how easy it is..., just need to infer what anion is ONE out of THREE compound is and the fact that there is bright yellow ppt meant that it is obviously iodide ion...
hm...trick question?
okok, combined humanities is coming and need to practise... floodgate of examinations is opened after that...
remember to change
remember the 4
woo, its not too bad, at least i think i did everything correctly
hope to get 30/40 at least, hehe
though the last question is hard and i cough* cheat cought* a little, but i think i got it right
ok, now the flood gates will open at the end of this week, the beginning of the tough part of the exams
enough about exams, that arent interesting
i wonder what will my next level of education will be like...
i want to live for the future, but now, i need to stop living in the past, live in present, live for future
i know what i need to do, and i better not forget it...
i am feeling apprehensive now, its Physics Practical exam tomorrow... and that arent my best subject, theory is ok but practical arent
anyway, that arent the most scary part, its what comes after
after Physics practical, things starts to roll in fast, 4 days after Phy, its chem, then chinese, then humanities and maths at the same time
woo....
worry...
need to study harder now, i want L1R5=6...
i want
i can
i will?
o my, i really think i do have to find someone who could hear me rant faster,
exam stress and various things are messing with my mind, need an outlet for the evil anyway, i started to hate blogging already, was that all the posts are mine...well, well, isnt it supposed to be mine?... feels like a big monologue i am having, i had enough of monologue, i dont need a new one on the internet
i found a potential candidate to hear my rant but the person arent so interested... hmmm...
i hate this place, i hate the small tight-knit little societies within a society with octcasts, and i hate being one, i hate the people who create such conditions, hehe, the few times i dont hate myself, i dont have the ability to do that
i hate
its very irritating if someone purposely keep something from you and meant to keep you in suspense, but unfortunately, i got news for you, i arent interested in your blog. i just had to try to be interested to actually have a common topic other than dota, and i started to hate that pretending. i dont know why you bother to keep a blog but never to tell others yet tell other you have a blog, thats stupid, keep it a secret or make-known, make up your primitive tiny mind
anyway, blogs should be made like a diary, if you just making it just to irritate someone, grow up, be more matured, even though i think you can never be matured, childish brats(i can still hope right?)
i finally changed my blog skin
need more fine-tuning though, i want my own unique cursor, background (with tatsuki of course), settle the scrolling problem you will encounter, find a better font colour(surely you would know why?) and the link being upside down problem
PS. why tatsuki? well she reminds me of someone else
PPS. o ya, i need to add a nice music (perhaps planetarium, Jap meteor garden theme song), remove the extra words left over in the template (which i am too lazy to do that now) and edit the width of the scroll bar for easy reading especially when my scroll bar is faulty...hm...what else?...
PPP!S. realized that my comments button is conspiciously missing. maybe i really need a tag box...
anyway, i realized that many people i know have blogs and i didnt know that then recently...=(
anyway, i enabled comments moderation so i will delete any comments with vulgarities or any substitude like '****', other comments are welcome as long as it wasnt overly hostile
i wont delete the old comments now cause it is my fault that i didnt enable the comments moderation
going to change skin by the way and maybe change the URL, not due to the comments in any way but as i dislike the url now...wonders why i used this at the first place
maybe today, tommorow or the end of the year, but i am going to change it
trying to make my own more or less unique skin is hard
i am sick, ill
suffering from respiratory problem, probably brought forth by the haze or just due to my unhealthy diet
sianz ar, i am forced to drink some weird disgusting liquid called 'ling long si', directly translated to 'horn drink'???(not sure myself) that is either dissolved powdered horn of antelope or the lining of the horns, if it is the lining, then it is ok as the lining contains nutrients for the horn, but if it is the horns, it is useless, who wants to drink dissolved bones?
o great, i think i may have caused a little problem that may be detrimental to the standing of me in several people(i can assure you thaT it is never high) as i had jumped to conclusion and told others about...
brought to understanding of my own mortality...feels weak...
another thing that makes me feel weak is that after visiting another's blog, i feel small, insignificant, ignorant and wrong...
...
never been good at making friends
i should go solo ba...no longer being nonsensical
i saw someone's blog, filled with sorrow, i shall empower myself with it
i shall study
i have the will
i can
i will
i feel so ignorant
i feel so stupid
i feel so ugly
time to change
non sum qualis eram
today i been to school even though i dont need to...study...hehe..hardworking hor...
anyway, i did only half a worksheet...=( but that is hard the worksheet consisted of all the hard questions so it is understandable...
anyway, i decided to never use the word 'crap' again, after watching a erm... crappy horrible show that spam 'crap'...
the show is horri...i shall use 'o great' instead now onwards
anyway i finally made my own playlist on my computer!!!heehee...procaAStinated for so long...
now, since i made music playlist, i added a new song another person recommanded it to me, its nice... Should I Stay?---Dreamz FM ...its nice
ok, without any link to the above statement,really!, dont you believe me?
i saw a person sitting together with another...they seems happy....hmmm....
anyway, i feel relieved now hehe...study for O level lo...
wow, i had been making a conscious effort to spell my words correctly.(Grammer and punctuation are never my forte by the way) must...spell...words...out... mustnt...get...corrupted...by...msn...text...
trust me, i can do it de...
woo, a heavy burden had gotten off me, i sorted out my thinking, time to study
...i feel lonely...
A reminder to myself: i swore, and i shall obey
momento mori et vivere
carpe diem
fire and frost
inactioninactionisthatthebestaction?
move move, work work for the sake of me, my dreams,friends and the world
心中无箭，箭穿箭 <<< no link..just liking it
edit, i forgot to mention that i kept pressing Caps lock accidentally when typing the vowel 'a'...
anyway, the part about the 2 persons is true but inferences are purely my own imagination and is (maybe...)not true
sian ar...someone i know put Rukia as the blog skin...and the worse thing is that he dont even know who is Rukia....
anyway thats Bleach manga btw...
sianz maybe i should change my blog skin too
i wonder should i get personal here...dangerous but nothing to say like this...
o crap when i was typing 'say like this...', i spelt 'like' as 'liek' againn...
my English is decaying...
PS. i spelt 'again' as 'agian' just now...o crap
erm...finally i blogged..
last time was in August
skipped an entire month....
its was prelims and i study...nice try thats a lie, i didnt so my results is horri
anyway i played mostly, now i am blogging, its o levels btw
sianz ar must study liao, thats hard...i need more willpower, need...to...leech...need a victim...
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